Happiness

im awake at a time that I don't want to be because my brain wants to be so im going to blog about pointless shit hope its good but I wont know because Im rambling with one eye open and not using punctuation at ALL so hold on tight everyone out there who has a life and doesn't even know my blog exists I really wish I knew wtf I was going to ramble about but I have no fucking clue and I have a potty mouth which if you could hear my voice sounds hilarious because I sound like an eternal little girl im SO tired and my bed isn't even comfortable or maybe im not comfortable idk wtf im talking about I need drugs to put me to sleep holy shit I love this song its so fantastic for sleep if I could sleep but I cant sad face fuck you brain I just want to sleep FUCK YOU I cant believe I stopped blogging I love talking to no one its what I do at home all the time why not do it on the internet too I mean wtf YOLO bitches oh wow I cant believe I just said that im not one of them when im tired am I oh who gives a shit not me I only give a shit about sleeping and that's not going to happen so fuck it well im going to go be a real bad ass like that winey ass little bitch bella and take some unneccsary Nyquil and maybe that shit will help if not ill be back in an Arnold shwarz-a-whatever voice im out

I know this is childish and stupid but I need to say it and I cant talk to anyone else about it because they don't understand. I don't understand what's wrong with me. my school went on a field trip today and there were girls younger than me and two girls in my grade who were getting guys numbers. guys from other schools were just meeting these girls and giving them their numbers. getting to my point I didn't get a number or even have someone ask for mine. I don't understand. what could possibly be so wrong with me that no one even wants to talk to me. and I know that this is cliché but when I do like guys they don't even know that I exist. I have liked one individual at my school since the second day of school in September and I started getting him to notice me but then a backstabbing whore who goes to my school swept in and took him. by the way this backstabbing whore has a boyfriend already, but that never stopped her from taking people I care about before so why should it now. I just don't get any of it. what is wrong with me that no guys notice me and if they do its not in the way that I notice them. why do I always have to be left alone and hurt? why??

Finally Done

Good vs. Evil

If you compare Mother Theresa and Hitler, it’s difficult to believe that they are the same species. But which of them is an example of the human race in its purest form? Are humans essentially good or evil? The nature of humans has been explored relentlessly, with no absolute answers. What people believe the nature of humans to be is a personal belief that is shaped by the religions we believe in, the culture we grow up in, and by our life experiences. With so many different circumstances to take into consideration, the question “Are humans essentially good or evil” is quite a perplexing one. For me, I believe that the human race, as a whole, is essentially good. Most of the time we only hear about the evil that happens in the world; therefore I’m going to tell you some of the good that we over look. 

The shooting in Aurora, Colorado took 12 lives, one of those lives was a young soldier named Jon Blunk. Jon and his girlfriend Jansen Young went out for a fun night at their local movie theatre to see the premier of the new movie “Dark Knight Rises”. Unfortunately, only one of them would be able to come home at the end of the night.  When the assumed gunman, James Eagan Holmes, began his attack on the crowd, Jon knew what was going on, Jansen said. “He knew and threw me on the ground, and was like, 'We have to get down and stay down,'". Jansen heard the constant "boom, boom, boom" of the guns and smelled the gunpowder. “There was kind of a break in between each gunshot,” she said. "Every gunshot, I was like, 'this is it … I'm done for.’ “The one constant for her during the attack was Jon's arms pushing her under the seat to keep her out of the line of fire. At one point, she felt herself get struck by what she believes may have been from shrapnel. Jon pushed her once more against the concrete and then Jansen couldn’t feel his arms pushing her anymore. She didn’t believe that he was dead until she tried shaking him and calling his name and he wouldn’t respond. When she finally wiggled her way out from under Jon she realized he had passed. Jon took a bullet and sacrificed his own life to protect someone he loved. Jon Blunk is a hero, and a remarkable example of how humans are essentially good.  "Sacrificing your life for the life of the one you love is by far, the truest type of love."

Another heroic man was Specialist Weichel who was killed while rescuing an Afghan child. The initial details of the episode in northeast Lagham Province did not come from military officials but from Afghan civilians and fellow soldiers and friends in the United States. On March 22, Specialist Weichel, an Army
National Guardsman from Rhode Island, was riding in a convoy, when he jumped from his vehicle to help clear a group of children out of the way. The children were trying to collect the brass shell casings to sell for scrap metal. Afghan witnesses said that when a 10 –year –old Afghan boy darted under a vehicle, Specialist Weichel climbed under and pushed him to safety. Then the huge vehicle ran over Specialist Weichel, killing him. Matiullah Khan, a vegetable seller, and the uncle of the boy, said, “As you know, all five fingers on one hand are not equal, and it’s the same for American soldiers.” “This soldier, he looked at my nephew as a human being and endangered his life to save my nephews life.” Specialist Weichel gave up his own life to save a young boy, making him another outstandingly good human.

Both of these stories were big examples of good humans sacrificing themselves for others, but that isn’t the only thing that makes you a good human. The next two examples are regular everyday people doing simple good deeds that with affect people’s lives in a big way. 

A woman named Amy Scharman remembers the Christmas after her parents divorced. Her mother was raising 13 kids with no child support. The holiday was looking grim. Amy said “It was dusk on Christmas Eve and we heard a knock on the back door.” When they opened the door, no one was there. But someone had left 10 big bags filled with presents for the children, including clothes and toys. “It was such an overwhelming feeling to see such generosity from I don’t know who,” she says. Ten years later, Amy and her family still don’t know who did that good deed. Amy said it was the most memorable Christmas of all.

Sometimes simply witnessing a good deed can have a lasting impact. Donna Delfino remembers a day when she was 11 years old, and her parents took their six children for a special day at the beach. Donna’s mother had brought a picnic lunch-fried chicken and her homemade potato salad-and prepared a plate for all of them. Donna looked up from her plate and noticed her mother making an extra plate. She turned away from them and walked over to a man picking his way through the trashcan. Years later Donna asked her mother is she remembered it and she laughed and replied “Not at all.” Donna remembers it very well because it was a touchstone for what good deeds became in her life.

In essence I believe that the human race, as a whole, is essentially good.  Jon Blunk, knowing that there was a possibility he might die shielded his girlfriend to make sure she wouldn’t. Specialist Weichel threw himself under a vehicle to push a young boy to safety. An unknown person or group of people spent there Christmas money to give presents to a more deserving family, and a caring mother gave some of her own food to another person in need. Even though some of these cases are much smaller than others they are all illustrated that humans are essentially good.

Tastey Treat

 Heres a taste of the essay im writing for my english class.......



        

Good vs. Evil

If you compare Mother Theresa and Hitler, it’s difficult to believe that they are the same species. But which of them is an example of the human race in its purest form? Are humans essentially good or evil? The nature of humans has been explored relentlessly, with no absolute answers. What people believe the nature of humans to be is a personal belief that is shaped by the religions we believe in, the culture we grow up in, and by our life experiences. With so many different circumstances to take into consideration, the question “are humans essentially good or evil” is quite a perplexing one. For me, I believe that the human race, as a whole, is essentially good. Most of the time we only hear about the evil that happens in the world; therefore I’m going to tell you some of the good that we over look.  

The shooting in Aurora, Colorado took 12 lives, one of those lives was a young soldier named Jon Blunk. Jon and his girlfriend Jansen Young went out for a fun night at their local movie theatre to see the premier of the new movie “Dark Knight Rises”. Unfortunately, only one of them would be able to come home at the end of the night.  When the assumed gunman, James Eagan Holmes, began his attack on the crowd, Jon knew what was going on, Jansen said. “He knew and threw me on the ground, and was like, 'We have to get down and stay down,'". Jansen heard the constant "boom, boom, boom" of the guns and smelled the gunpowder. “There was kind of a break in between each gunshot,” she said. "Every gunshot, I was like, 'this is it … I'm done for.’ “The one constant for her during the attack was Jon's arms pushing her under the seat to keep her out of the line of fire. At one point, she felt herself get struck by what she believes may have been from shrapnel. Jon pushed her once more against the concrete and then Jansen couldn’t feel his arms pushing her anymore. She didn’t believe that he was dead until she tried shaking him and calling his name and he wouldn’t respond. When she finally wiggled her way out from under Jon she realized he had passed. Jon took a bullet and sacrificed his own life to protect someone he loved. Jon Blunk is a hero, and a remarkable example of how humans are essentially good.

Good vs evil continued......

Choice or Destiny?

  so my last few post got me thinking aboout something that bugs me a lot. choice or destiny. this bugs me because you can argue either side forever. if you believe in choice than someone who believes in destiny can argue that you never had a choice that it was destiny for you to make that choice. maybe "evil" people dont choose to be evil, maybe theyre destined to be evil. when people talk about how people get out of bad homes and choose to change their life and make it better, maybe they arent choosing anything at all, maybe thats just what theyre supposed to do. but this whole thing also wraps into religion. which i will never talk about on here.........If you have any opinions on the dicussion feel free to comment

Good vs evil continued......

      So continueing this good vs evil theme, i discussed this with my friend and my go to girl, my mom. every time im in a bind i try to talk things out with my mom. 99% of the time all she has to say is "what do you think" but for this she actually had an opinion. my mother thinks that humans are essentially.....good. she thinks that if humans were essentially bad this world would be so much worse than it is. abd i guess i agree with that. there are evil people out there but at one time i think they were good. i think everyone is born good with a small darkside. it is all in how you are raised and tthe choices you make. some decide to be good people and others decide to leet their darkside concume them and become who they are.
    my friend had a whole other opinion. she believes that all humans are essentially bad and just decide to change. i asked how she could look at a baby and think that they are evil and could one day possibly kill someone. she said she cant but as i said it i thought about the fact that every serial killer, rapist, abusive parent,neglectful parent, abusive spouce, abusive animal owner, they were all babys and no one ever looked at them as any of those things, that you just never know. which also got me thinking of another thing.......destiny or choice