I know this is childish and stupid but I need to say it and I cant talk to anyone else about it because they don't understand. I don't understand what's wrong with me. my school went on a field trip today and there were girls younger than me and two girls in my grade who were getting guys numbers. guys from other schools were just meeting these girls and giving them their numbers. getting to my point I didn't get a number or even have someone ask for mine. I don't understand. what could possibly be so wrong with me that no one even wants to talk to me. and I know that this is cliché but when I do like guys they don't even know that I exist. I have liked one individual at my school since the second day of school in September and I started getting him to notice me but then a backstabbing whore who goes to my school swept in and took him. by the way this backstabbing whore has a boyfriend already, but that never stopped her from taking people I care about before so why should it now. I just don't get any of it. what is wrong with me that no guys notice me and if they do its not in the way that I notice them. why do I always have to be left alone and hurt? why??